| is this really necessary? |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|08:30 pm] |
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| | dont forget about us~mariah carey | ] |
So you'd think after 2 months of not being at Concord people would stop making up rumors but no of course not...so lets attempt to straighten some of this out...
no i was not kicked out of concord, i didnt drop out,im not pregnant,i didnt fail...yes i am still a student at concord,i will be graduating with everyone else on the 4th,i am still able to go to prom,i am still a senior...im on medical leave for the rest of this year and i take my classes online. im not sleeping all day and being all lazy and such...im doing just as much work as everyone else except mine is done in m yhouse online for a bazillion hours. So for everyone who has taken it upon themselves to make up some crazy rumor...its all a waste of your time. There is absoloutely no reason to still talk about me and act like i wont find out. I still talk to some people at concord..i still know whats being said,whos saying it,and whos spreading it.And the majority of them are people i dont even talk to. UGH! this is amzingly frustrating. Oh well on a better note..the classes online are going well..if all goes well i should be able to get a job by the end of January and my relationship with Chris is going great.
well im off to the mall to get some more christmas gifts and pick up christopher. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | you & me~lifehouse | ] |
I didnt know it was possible to miss someone so much...UGH only 12 days til he comes home to spend the weekend with me but still...It figures just as things start to get really good he leaves. GRR oh well...anyway
school starts tomorrow...kind if excited since its senior year and all but at the same time that means summers over.
I went to the beach this weekend that was ok.i guess
WOW this entry is all over the place..im done |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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IM HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and i wanna go back...im too lazy to typr about europe right now but i will eventually.and pics will be on my webshots soon.leave me a comment if ya wanna hang out sometime soon i missed everyone so much! |
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| you think people woul dhave had enough of silly love songs |
[May. 18th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | love medley~moulin rouge | ] |
So i went to see Phantom on Monday up in NYC and it rocked so much!lol it waa amazing.Ive never seen it before so yeah well it was good.And we rode the ferris wheel in the Toys R Us,went to a diner where the people sang and our waiter was stringbean hah.But yeah it was a pretty spiffy trip.We didnt get home til like 2 so i didnt go to school yesterday.And then today we had the stupid history DSTP but the day after that was so easy..Chem,TA and history.We didnt do anything in any of them which rocked.Tomorrow i hafta make up the science one..ick!and math over lunch....double ick!but oh well.The seniors only have 1 more day of school and 18 days til theyre gone :'( 33 days til i go to europe!Its so weird it doesnt feel like this year should be over yet.Like im happy it is but at the same time this time next year well be the one graduating and thats kinda sad.As much as concord makes me mad and grrrr i hate it osmetimes im gonna miss everything.And its not gonna be the same next year but oh well...time to go take a nap cuz im like unbelievably tired. |
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| getting away with murder.. |
[May. 3rd, 2005|08:08 pm] |
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| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gettin away with murder | ] |
YAY!After School me and Alicia went to the art room and asked ms. andrews and ms. williamson if you had to take an art class to go on the trip and they both said nope.SO that means that on May 16th im goin to see Phantom of the Opera on Broadway!WAHOO!The last thing I saw on broadway was CATS and it was honestly the worst musical ever.I mean who really wants to see people in lycra suits with painted on whiskers jumping on trashcans?BLEH.SO yeah thats pretty spiffy.
So today was okay I guess.I had to go to Huntington and they said they can probably work around Europe which rocks!Only 52 days left til Europe now(yes i changed it in my profile just for you blaise!)I dunno im just so excited today for osme reason.Its like the rest of this year has sucked horribly and right at the end of the school year im doing better in school,im so motivated for some reason,Europe is getting alot closer,im goin to see phantom,ive gotten alot closer with peoplei dunno things are lookin up.I hope |
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| the time is 2:22 and I hope your wish comes true... |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|11:41 pm] |
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| | cranky | ] |
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| | this is not a love song~the juliana theory | ] |
I love this song!So anyway...Im freezing and I dont know why.ive been cold all day but moving on..I dont hafta go into school tomorrow or friday til 10:15 cuz the underclassmen have DSTP testing.YES!so that totally rocks.And then I have such easy classes for the 3 periods im actually in school.We had play practice all 4 nights this week..ick.I dont know its like when i hafta go to play pracitce i dont wanna but when i dont have it i wish i did.Weird huh?Of course.So anyway hm...I dont know when were gettin our slutty pirate outfits for the musical but i wanna see them.Hopefully theyre cute n all.Cuz to be an ugly slutty pirate would kinda suck.OK so nothing else is new cuz my life is extremely boring and all that family crap thats goin on im not gonna type cuz its a waste of time and not everyone needs to know.99 days til Europe i cant wait.I need to get out of this country and away from everyone.So yeah now im off to get a shower n go to bed.9 hours of sleep would be awesome for the first time in forever.Nite
~Jonesy |
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| So its safe to say that weve been here before... |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|05:28 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | up and go~the starting line | ] |
I havent written in quite awhile...but theres not really anything to write about.Lets see...Im a dancer in the musical so thats pretty nifty...Weve missed like 4 practices so the musical needs alot fo work..but im sure itll all come out good in the end.Um school..well it sux like always and work is a pain in the butt.Im thinkin i might quit there and go work at Chilis.They pay more and id be working on the weekends so thats better i guess.I dunno im not completely sure yet though.I didnt go to school today cuz like the whole right sode of my face is swollen and hurts so bad..damn wisdom teeth.Like it hurt to tal ro swallow or anything.I havent eaten anything today and im starving.Theres 113 or 114 days til Europe...i cant wait!I wanna get out of this country for 3 weeks and just get away from everything.Im rooming with Sara so that should be nifty.Well im goin to daddys for dinner so i guess this is my past of the month. |
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| Change... |
[Jan. 5th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
It seems like everything is changing lately.Not just with me but with everyone.I dont even know what all exactly its just like everythings different.The things that I dont want to change are and the things i want to change wont.I dunno...but yeah today in group i think most of us were crying.I actually like going now.I dont know ive kept alot bottled up and to actually talk to people who understand where Im coming from with the stuff from my mom..i dunno.As much as i dont like talking i look forward to group.OK weird i know.But yeah...Well in other news I went with kate after school to get our checks and go to the bank and then we went over to Tabys house to practice the dance since were all trying out together tomorrow.It was me brion andy taby kate and greg.And tabys mommy of course lol.Hopefully my audition goes okay.The only part i really am not looking forward to is the singing.BUt oh well ill get over it.So yeah well im off to go do some homework cuz i have alot to do on my research paper...Later
~me~
Change
I wish that I could speak
Tell you thinks would never change
I wish that I could hold you
Say it would always be the same
I wish that I could tell you
Love would last forever
Lie to you say
Never say Never
Swirling all around
In our mixed up minds
Trying not to think about
The quickly passing time
Losing our friendships
With every breath we take
Slowly growing older
With every move we make
Mourning inside for
The loss of childhood
Attempting and succeeding
At things we never though we could
But Failing and falling
To me is not strange
For Ive come to learn
The only constand thing is change... |
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| wow... |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|12:37 am] |
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| im such a f*ck up... |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | strawberry gashes~jack off jill | ] |
Im tired of being the one that always gets blamed for something or ends up fucking stuff up.Im sorry to people who ive pissed off..which is like everybpdy and their mother.Im sorry..im not perfect..im a bitch.IM SORRY!not that that does anything but oh well.i guess im used to being the one thats just kinda there...but its all good.SO anyway i still havent decided if im gonna go to homecoming...i prolly wont though.The past 2 years it hasnt been that great but i dunno i might change my mind...i still have like 14 days to decide.We had a competition last night...7th outta 12 i think..oh well.
Why is it that the smallest things can make me think of a memory and then my mind just goes from there off to some weird or depressing memory.Like tonight my grandmother made a coconut custrad pie(ewwy) but it reminded me of my uncle who died my freshman year cuz he used to eat it whenever she owuld make it cuz it was his favroite and from there my minid just like went on this flashback for like 5 minutes of just random stuff linked to it..i dunno noone prolly gets it but yeah oh well.im gonna shut up now..
oh well im off to go to some homework i guess...
*me*
What happened between us, it's just-- it's the way that the world works, ok? Pretty much all the time, girls run around and feel bad about themselves. They're either too weak or too stupid to go home alone. So, sometimes guys just win the lottery. That's it. It doesn't mean anything
-dawsons creek
^^reminds me of so much^^ |
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| so tired.... |
[Oct. 8th, 2004|08:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | girlfriend- | ] |
wow im tired like woah....so anyway yeah we had a football game tonight against dickinson..we won so thsts cool...well im off to sleep since i gotta be up kinda early tomorrow since we have a compteition tomorrow and guard hasta be there an hour earlier then everyone else.nite |
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| long time no write |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|04:58 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | idina menzel(wicked)~as long as your mine | ] |
I WANT ICE CREAM LIKE WOAH!okay so i havent updtaed in forever...so much goin on dont feel like typing much.ME and Darryl broke up but we didnt...so were together but not...i dunno its weird.Yuod hafta be us to understand it..and even we dont get it....so yeah.Anyway not much is that new.I dotn feel like writing so i wont.Lauren and I are gettin ready to go out with B.Hoff(bryan hoffmeier the wanna be standard deviant) NO hes not a space on a graph!so yeah were goin to the mall,getting dinner and then out for ice cream...somewhere in there were raping bryan...its all good.SO yeah im out.
**jonesy** |
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| tonight.. |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|12:33 am] |
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| | hot | ] |
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| | people IMing me | ] |
well...lets just say tonight was interesting..fun..and...crazy lol.I went to Darryl;s friends house wiht meliss and emily and ilene and a bunch of other people haha.So yeah it waa goo dnight.I left at like 6:30 and got home around 12ish.and now im off to bed... |
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| its over... |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|12:44 am] |
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| | exhausted | ] |
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| | silence... | ] |
band camp is over!And i actually kinda miss it.It was fun.Even though i now habe sun poisoning and im extremely tired.Other then that though its all good.So yea this is gonna be an extremely short entry.I jyst got back from the movies with Darryl,Jon,Alicia and Lauren.We saw alien vs.predator...really bad movie.Its was icky and just...yeah icky lol.I went out to dinner tonight with Alicia and the g-parents since they came home today.i didnt spend the week with my dad like i was suppoused to..i stayed with Alicia all week.Hm...i really cant think of anything else.Well im off to sleep since i have to be up to work 9-2 tomorrow and then go to a wedding from 7-?...so i cant sleep tomorrow :'(...oh well...nite
*jonesy* |
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| OMG! |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|12:42 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | w/e is on the tv over there ~> | ] |
okay so i just got back from the mall and movies with the usual people lol.Jon Alicia and Darryl.And at the movies we ran into BigM and ricky.And me and alicia bought our popcorn and skittles from our beloved Will.We saw the notebook...omg i loved it lol.And the guys did too even though they wont admit...they got into it lol.Trust me me and alicia heard thier little side comments.So we went to the mall first and i tried on this REALLY cute hot pink ruffly type skirt and a lime green spaghetti-strap.It was soooocute...okay so it soundz really bad..youd hafta see it.But anyway yeah i think im gonna try and convince my grandmother to let me go back there tomorrow and get it.Tomorrow i hafta be up early for some bridal shower for some person i didnt even know i was related to..soundz like fun...NOT!oh well i suppose it could be worse.And then me alicia jon and darryl might have a disney movie night.Cinderella,pocohantas,and beauty and the beast.i dunno though.Well im off to sleep cuz im dead tired and i hafta be up in 9 hours.
*me |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|11:38 pm] |
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| | drained | ] |
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| | desperately-michelle branch | ] |
wow...okay so im seriously about to fall asleep.but yeah I went to alicias house tonight.We made the Herbj(harding,eccleston,rapp,berheide,jones) family on the sims...good times.And then played you dont know Jack.I lost...both times of course but its all good.like who knows the real term for a fear of things that smell bad?.not I said the jonesy.And Darryl came over earlier.pretty nifty times.Well im off to go do..well nothing but still.
Oh and people...get over it already.Yes me and Darryl are together..yes were happy...and no we dont care what you think.Yes hes a nice guy...yes im a bitch.But oh well...deal with it...get it?got it?GOOD!Thank YOU!
*jonesy* |
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| wow... |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|10:51 pm] |
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| | scared | ] |
wow...thats odd |
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| SEX&SPAGHETTI! |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|02:51 pm] |
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| |  silly | ] |
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| | wasted and ready~ben kweller | ] |
this is def. the niftiest song.I mean what other song has the words sex and spaghetti in it?lol.wow im bored...really really bored...Darryls on his way over.And then later tonight me him jon and alicia...im not sure if luarens going or not are going to see the notebook...FINALLY!i wanna see it so bad.eevryone keeps saying how good it is and i havent seen it.So yeah.
Oh and me and nette wanna have a random day where random people get together and do a bunch of random things.Such as nutball,listen to veggietales,walking on water,something about yu-gi-oh i think..lol.So yeah let us know if ya wanna come.Its gonna be nifty...and RANDOM!lol...well yeah im off to go do some random stuff.
*me |
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| *BOOM* im a firework |
[Jul. 12th, 2004|12:16 am] |
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| |  cold | ] |
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| | dip it low-christina milian | ] |
Today actually wasnt that bad.Alicia picked me up at like 4:15ish i guess and then we went to the ice cream festival.It was pretty nifty.minus the spilled smoothies,the melted M&Ms on the funnel cake that stuck to me and the music.Then we went to Laurens and Nette met us there.before laurens it was me her jon alicia and darryl.So Jon and Darryl attempted to teach me and lauren how to play yu-gi-oh or w/e.Me and lauren however came up with a better way to play.use the ugly cards and keep the pretty ones becuase you dont want them to die.Yeah dont ask.We chilled at laurens house and attempted to walk on water using rafts...didnt quite work.And then we talked about guard and last years drama...all the interesting memories from 6th-10th grade..good times.Then we went back to the ice cream festival and we watched the fireworks.*Boom* im a firework..that was great.And uh..someone is smoking *LOUD COUGH*...tobacco is wacko...do you know how many people die from 2nd hand smoke a year?...yeah i think we pissed some people off but oh well.And then of course we called the verchicks to ask how mustang sally goes.Kyle didnt remember and jeremy wasnt home..so we left a message on matts phone asking him if he knows how it goes...he hasnt called back so im assuming not lol.SO yeah its bugging me now.Oh well...well i have wonderful SS tomorrow and then im goin to Alicias house to watch the blue collar comedy tour and the I love the 90's.With darryl alicia(obviously) Jon and then i think nette and lauren are comin over too so it should be pretty nifty.Well im off to sleep.Good night all..
*jonesy |
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| icky... |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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| |  nauseated | ] |
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| | LOTR on the Tv...i hate this movie | ] |
yeah so i got home about 1/2 hour ago.i went shopping today and got laurens b-day present..its fun!lol.i got one for myself...and alicia too lol.And then i got a purse...its orange and pink.Its so nifty!then i had to go to work 2-8.It wasnt bad though cuz i worked with Amanda and Andy and Kate for alittle while but she left at 5.Me and amanda talked about guy problems and yeah well..lets just say her life is too confusing for me.lol.And andy agrees that guys suck lol.So yeah then i went out to dinner with uncle mark and mary which was nifty except now i feel kinda icky..not sure why though.yeah now im off to go home cuz the g-parents just got back from the hospital.My aunts in there cuz she has internal bleeding and they dont know from where an duntil they find it that cant do anything.Which isnt good...so yeah well im out
~me |
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